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TILL I DROP

2012-01-31T07:48:00.002+07:00

In a few mins time, i will be going out to work. Ah. I'm so tired. My cough is killing the shit outta me but i don't care. I'm gonna eat seafood supper with the people at work tonight. Woohoo! Can't wait.

This is how it goes today:
1) Go to work
2) Attend the very FIRST dance lesson
3) Go home, dine, bathe and get ready
4) Meet the other guys up at 1030.

Sounds good?

Tomorrow, i'm working morning shift again so hope i can wake up! Thursday will finally be my off though! Can't wait.
My work schedule for this month of feb is sure hectic! I will survive! I'm thinking probably i will only be working until early march. I want to enjoy my last bit of holiday man!

With love:
Patrine

BUSINESS STUDIES GROUPING, TP

2012-01-30T07:48:00.005+07:00

So i woke up suddenly and then i realised it was 7:15am in the morning already. I tried my luck and realised there was an unread text! I opened it up and saw a whole chuck of words. I tried to read every single word but it was useless. I couldn't concentrate. So i started scanning the world for marketing and... i saw it! I tried reading it again to make sure i wasn't dreaming!

And yes, I GOT INTO BSG, TP! :)

Before all that, i think i dreamt myself waking up in the morning to read the text. Apparently, i tried to double confirm myself in the dream that i was not dreaming. It seems real enough but then after that i started to dream the whole dream again but in a different manner. That is when i realised I'm actually dreaming and it was not real. I was kinda disappointed cuz dreams were supposedly the opposite of reality. Sounds silly uh?

CNY DAY 2

2012-01-29T20:16:00.001+07:00

Shades of pink

2012-01-29T16:33:00.001+07:00

With love, Patrine

PREVIEW: CNY DAY 2

2012-01-29T13:08:00.004+07:00

I think the way we post in these pictures are pretty hilarious. Look at each and everyone of our faces. Luv CNY 2012! I shall post up more pictures once my sister is done looking at the pictures.

Never too old to learn

2012-01-29T12:30:00.003+07:00

It has been long. Yes, so long since i last got into the kitchen to bake something from my oven. My friend ask me if he could bake at my house and i finally took off a day from work to bake! He wanted to bake bake rice while i wanted to try making subway cookies!

Well, i think the whole baking session was a success! The bake rice and the cookies turned out rly good:)

Lovelies

2012-01-29T12:28:00.001+07:00

hi guys! these are two of my guinea pigs:) aren't they Adorable! there is another little one but i didn't have the time to upload it to the comp yet. Shall do it soon!

Dread

2012-01-27T12:56:00.004+07:00

My sister thinks I'm crazy because i never once told her that I don't feel like going to work. lol. But now there is one thing i dread going to work and that is when I'm working I would feel really cold. I hate the feeling. It isn't any use wearing cardigan because I still feel the cold. :(

Ps. I'm sick now. Am down with a flu and sore throat.

I need to report to work at four and i dread it. I don't know why is it so cold in WAREHOUSE and I don't know how am i gonna survive later if it is gonna be COLD. :/ Help!

CAN'T WAIT!

2012-01-25T09:30:00.003+07:00

DAY 1 AND 2 of CNY WERE PRETTY AWESOME! GOTTA MET UP WITH RELATIVES OF MINE. CAN'T WAIT TO UPLOAD THE PICTURES THOUGH. SADLY, MY COMPUTER CAN'T SEEMED TO BE ABLE TO CONNECT TO THE NET THOUGH IT SAYS IT IS CONNECTED?! IT PISSES ME OFF. I NEED A LAPTOP SOON.

On the side note, my aunt is bringing me to Vienna International Seafood & Teppanyaki Buffet Restaurant for buffet later! She said she wanted to treat me because of my O level results. I don't find my results good. Really. I told her that but she insisted. Oh well! I'm sure gonna enjoy the buffet later on! Got my camera charged and I'm going in with an empty stomach! Here i come!

!

2012-01-25T09:27:00.001+07:00

Shopping with my mates the other day! It was pretty fun forcing the guys to go around and try on different kinda of clothes choosen by Marie and Audrey. haha. In the end, they bought some of the tops! Woohoo! I have to say they indeed looked pretty smart in the tops that they bought!

note

2012-01-22T22:15:00.004+07:00

Hi all! Today's steamboat was Awesome as usual! esp the soup! heh. Cuz after you dump all the food you wanna eat into the pot, the soup gets rly sweeeeeeeeeeet:) I can't wait for cny tmr! it is sure gonna be fun! gonna take lots of pictures with y loved ones!

2012-01-21T20:34:00.004+07:00

Belated Christmas exchanmge with my two lovely table partners!

2012-01-21T20:34:00.002+07:00

Eugenie's birthday

2012-01-21T20:31:00.001+07:00

So here is the cake we made for Eugenie on her 17th birthday last dec! We had a little meal over at Wakaru before heading up to the roof top garden to snap pictures as usual.

Ribbons

2012-01-21T19:46:00.006+07:00

I know i haven't been posting any outfits lately. I have been really busy. Busy enough not to have any time to sit and surf the net. Serious. Anyway, here is one of the outfit i took month back! Enjoy:)

Luv this dress! Got it at a pretty good deal! hehe. anyway, this dress is gonna be one of the few evergreen dresses in my closet!

EAT!

2012-01-21T19:40:00.003+07:00

Yesterday, i reached home at 12am in the morning.
I ate fish soup noodles, sushi and some chinese new year delights!
Sinful? Yes.
But who cares man!
I love to eat! :):)
We lived to eat and eat to live yo!

A thought

2012-01-21T19:33:00.004+07:00

Was hoping, but you didn't.
Even if there was ample of time, I know you wouldn't too.
How nice it would have been though..

2012-01-16T10:01:00.002+07:00

Saturday was horrible. I was mentally drained. I went to work as usual but otw, there was a call. It was a person from Tp calling regarding the jpsae i applied fpr. Good news? Well.. Next she told me if i were to come in through jpsae, i have to be committed to dance for the next 3 years. Well, understandable. So i told her i can. After that she told me i would have to come down for an Audition on Monday, 1:30pm. I have to put up a 2 minutes dance item for the people there in the dance studio. SOLO performance. I started to panic cause never in my whole life, i dance on my own. And for me to come up with a 2 mins dance? I can't. I mumbled something like i would call her back. After i hang up, i called my friends up. I was so scared. It was too sudden and What? Me?
Yes, i came from YTSS Chinese Dance but I haven't dance for ages. And.... I am no choreographer. If i were to have a dance item, i would go. I freaked out in the storeroom and didn't know what to do. I was damn stress up. Me? Put up the BEST performance? In front of MANY people? SOLO performance? COMMITMENTS? TIME FROM 1:30PM TO 12 NOON? But finally after all that, i told myself i can try to come up with a dance. A friend i met at work, Angelina even offered to accompany me to Tp on Monday. So sweet of her right :)Gekhwee was nice enough to meet me after my work. She haven't danced for ages too. She tried, I tried. At the end of the day, we only came up with 10seconds of the whole dance. There wasn't enough time. She has work on Sunday and that leave me with myself. Alone. There wasn't enough time. I tried my best. Yes, it was supposed to be a good opportunity. But i can't. I just can't. It would have been great if they were to teach me some dance steps and than i were to showcase to them. Why of all things, i must come up with a Dance. I'm a dancer and not a Choreographer.

What's done is done

2012-01-09T17:00:00.002+07:00

Didn't get the results i wanted. To be honest, i'm disappointed. I think it is unfair but what's done is done. No use pondering over it. At least, i can get into the course i want. I'm contented.
On a side note:
Last day in school uniform!

XXX,
Goodbye!

Collection 01 (LAUNCHED)

2012-01-08T11:22:00.003+07:00

HEY BABEEEEEES!

COLLECTION 01 HAS OFFICIALLY LAUNCHED!
BE SURE TO CHECK IT OUT!

COLLECTION 01

LIKE AND SHARE OUR FACEBOOK PAGE:
FACEBOOK PAGE

THANK YOU!

With love:
Patrine

Ah!

2012-01-08T01:09:00.003+07:00

I have been busy. Well, even more busy.
Busy with work, housework, activities, poly courses and managing the blogshop!
There is only 24 hours a day.
7 hrs- sleep
8rs - work
3 hrs- waiting time/ daily routine
6 hrs- housework, activities, finding out poly course and managing the blogshop.

Am i busy? OH YES.

But now, one worry down! Because i have decided what course i should take up when i go poly next year. I want to take up the course and i like the poly.
Results will be out on monday! *cross fingers* I don't dare to think about it at all.
WISH ME LUCK! NEED ALL THE LUCK THAT I CAN GET!

PS. Collection 1 will be launching tomorrow, Sunday @ 12pm sharp! Do take a peak okay!

The-jackofalltrades shop

The Jack Of All Trades

2012-01-05T23:37:00.004+07:00

The Jack Of All Trades
Master Of Styles
FACEBOOK LINK!
BLOG LINK HERE!

More pictures are uploaded in our facebook.

COLLECTION 01
LAUCHING ON SUNDAY, 8 Jan 2012!

Do show me some support and love! We would greatly appreciate it as this is the first time, Eugenie and I are opening an online blogshop site!
xxx,Patrine

The Jack Of All Trades

2012-01-05T08:00:00.009+07:00

The Jack Of All Trades
Master Of Styles
FACEBOOK LINK!
BLOG LINK HERE!

More pictures are uploaded in our facebook.

COLLECTION 01, LAUNCHING THIS SUNDAY, 8JAN2012.

Do show us some support and love! We would greatly appreciate it as this is the first time, we open an online blogshop site!
xxx,Patrine and Eugenie.

A night to remember

2012-01-03T22:39:00.002+07:00

1 jan 2012I rush over from my work place to my aunt's for a bbq gathering. Oh boy! I luv the food there as usual. My aunt is an awesome cook!I luv the chicken wings especially. The dads did an awesome job bbq-ing! None of the food there were over cook.

We played games. Played with fireworks. Took pictures. It was great! Everything was cool!
With love:Patrine

Glad that you like it

2012-01-02T23:18:00.002+07:00

So we ate at pizza hut for YiJun's belated birthday celebration! heh.
We gave her this cute little pink bear on it! I'm really glad she luv it!
You should have seen the look on her face! I think Eug took it down.
I shall upload it when i'm free!
I need to be in bed now. Good night dears!

With love, patrine.

Last post for 2011

2011-12-31T22:21:00.003+07:00

Hi!
This year has been a great year. I have been rather busy since the start of my holiday and now i have started working. So... i have zero time to do a recap post for 2011. What i wanna say is that i hope 2012 would not be the end of the world and also it will be an even awesome year because this would be the year i enter poly! hahah If i can enter lahh. *cross fingers* This shall be my final outfit post for 2011! So cheers! In about 30 mins time, it will be 2012! After blogging, i'm going to eat maggie mee. heh. So i have been thinking about what courses i should take when i get back my results.
There are 3 main courses which i'm interested in.

1) Diploma in Marketing, Temasek Polytechnic.
So basically the first year i will be learning generally. From the 2nd year onwards, i will be specialise in Marketing.

2) Diploma in Business Administration, Singapore Polytechnic
Basically i will learn generally for year 1 and 2. For the 3rd year, i will be speciallise into two different courses. I will most probably be choosing marketing, retail management or advertising and public relations.

3) Diploma in Business Studies, Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
I will be learning generally for the first twp years as well. For the third year, i will specialise into marketing since it is my option.

So there? I'm aiming to go University and i know i would stand a higher chance if i were to go JC. But no, i doubt i will be going. My teacher told me that it didn't matter whether which course i take because at the end of the day, what matter most is the degree. True but come to think of it, no. Yes, what matter most is the degree but if i were to specialise in marketing, i might be able to spend one less year in University right? So now, I'm in a dilemma.

Anyway, i just found out what is actually the difference between marketing vs advertising and public relations.
'The best way to distinguish between advertising and marketing is to think of marketing as a pie, inside that pie you have slices of advertising, market research, media planning, public relations, product pricing, distribution, customer support, sales strategy, and community involvement. Advertising only equals one piece of the pie in the strategy. All of these elements must not only work independently but they also must work together towards the bigger goal. Marketing is a process that takes time and can involve hours of research for a marketing plan to be effective. Think of marketing as everything that an organization does to facilitate an exchange between company and consumer.'
HELP!

Difference

2011-12-31T22:03:00.000+07:00

The difference between Marketing, PR, Advertising and Branding

ivan | Wed, 2007-04-11 09:03

Image courtesy of Neutron, LLC.

ivan's blog

This is what i'm looking for! God! So true!

http://adsoftheworld.com/blog/ivan/2007/apr/11/the_difference_between_marketing_pr_advertising_and_branding

Xmas gifts

2011-12-30T23:38:00.008+07:00

So i did about 20+ christmas cards this year! I started a few weeks back before christmas! I did it while watching a childhood drama show. I think the cards turn out fine! haha. I did it alllll by myself apart from the machine's help in shaping out the snowman!

Glad that some of my friends texted, tweeted and posted on my fb wall saying they luv it :) It brings a smile to my face.

Xmas

2011-12-30T23:34:00.005+07:00

I had work again that day. It has always been a routine to celebrate Christmas at my grandpa & ma's house! We had turkey, ham and bee hoon again. It was awesome as usual. I was feeling pretty tired though. I stood for 7 hours straight at warehouse, Orchard Ion which apparently is one of the most crowded outlet in sg.

:>

2011-12-29T23:15:00.005+07:00

My little cousins came to visit me on Monday when I'm working.
It was such a pleasant surprise! :>

Xmas eve

2011-12-29T00:25:00.004+07:00

I rushed over after work to my cousin's house last sat to celebrate Christmas! Yes. We ate the usual food- Turkey, ham, beehoon and curry! Luv my aunt's curry! She is rly an awesome cook! I had work the very next day and i was in the morning shift. But apparently after much persuasion by my cousins, i slept at 3:18am. omg! Surprisingly, i didn't feel the slightest tired. So well.. it was cool!

Work

2011-12-28T23:31:00.004+07:00

Day 1:

Meet up with Jia Yee and headed down to somerset to sign on our contracts. We went to eat lunch at Orchard Central @ the burger shop which i wanted to eat sometime ago. Applied make up on our faces in the toilet before heading down to Taka. It was going to rain then. I remember looking at the time and it was 1:08pm. We were both nervous. We weren't working together. I send Jia Yee off and slowly made my way to Orchard Ion. Jia Yee's working at Warehouse, Taka while I'm working @ Orchard Ion's one. My heart was thumping. I was feeling nervous. I took a deep breath and walked towards the counter. The people there were nice but still strangers to me. I was told to be at the front. It was weird and out of place but i slowly got used to it. At the end of the day, i don't feel out of place anymore :) Raynor, Ryan, Marie and Thiam hock came to visit me and Jiayee! Hui Shi and Weishin dropped by too!

Day 2 of work:

My feet hurt even more. Time passed by slowly. There wasn't a lot of customers so i just stood there. When standing, my feet hurts even more. So i tried to find things to do. I got to learn more people there. It was less strange. They were nice. Rly nice! I got to know another part time girl named Samantha. She doesn't look like she is from University. I spent my time at the front with her that day. I started being more familiarize with the operations there. I have to clock in, sign in and check my card in whenever i report to work. I like serving customers and it kinda makes my day when i see the customers i served, smile :) It keeps me busy and time flies faster too. Second day was a lot better. Thiam Hock and Marie came by again! Made my day:>

Day 3 of work:

I got to know Yen whose apparently is 18! She is one of the first few people i actually really talked to. I think she is really sweet. :) I spent my day with her and my feet didn't hurt at all. The night before, my cousins "massage" my right foot. lmao. I was 8 minutes late for work though. I slept at my cousin's house at 3:18am in the morning. I have different double eyelid on both sides of my eyes. So when my cousin helped me with the eye liner. It looked as if one of my eyes had applied too much eye liner. I had lunched at the storeroom and i ate my lunch with Cindy and Amalia! It was great chatting with them. The third day was even better than the first and the second. :>

Day 4 of work:

I met up with Jia Yee for lunch! Well, we were supposed to meet early but i woke up a little later. So in the end, we had little time. We spent 3/4 of the time in the toilet to do our make up. There were further reductions for sales and it got me excited. I quickly went to reserve some tops. ( partly for work) I met a girl who stood with me at the front. She is from Miss selfridge and apparently she was being posted here for a day. It was nice knowing her! My parents came to meet me after work. My little cousins, Eunice and Shawn came to surprise me too! I was damn happy when i see them! Before they came, my 3rd aunt dropped by too :):) Time seemed to fly because i ended work in the blink of an eye.

That's all. Bottom line: I like my job more as each day passed :):) And yes, i like the people who are working with me. Aw! I'm happy :)

A wish

2011-12-28T01:04:00.004+07:00

CHRISTMAS WAS GREAT!

Everything's great.

I'm starting to like my job even more. The people there are nice and all.

I like being busy.

I'm working tomorrow from 2pm till the shop closes.

Warehouse @ Orchard Ion is always crowded! I like it this way.

New Year is coming. I'm gonna plan my resolutions.

I need to learn more about the courses i wanna go to when I attend Poly too next year.

I need to pack away the books and worksheets all rotting on my table on Friday.

Aunt ask me if i wanna go kbox this Sat. It's gonna be fun!

I'm working on the 1st of jan too!

Pity can't go to Eunice's suprise b'dae party because there will be a bbq gathering @ my paternal side family and i have work.

The BBQ food there would be awesome!

Everything is gonna turn out great:)

Sing a song

2011-12-28T01:02:00.002+07:00

Sing, sing a song

Sing out loud

Sing out strong

Make it simple to last, your whole life long

Let the world sing along

Sing for you and for me.

Don't worry that it's not good enough

For anyone else to hear

Just sing, sing a song.

Work

2011-12-23T23:11:00.004+07:00

Hi!
I have started working like finally! If you are wondering, I'm currently working at Warehouse, Ion orhard! So if you guys happen to pass by Warehouse, pop in to say hi! Today was okay! Most of the staffs were friendly. They say i have to apply make up. I suck at applying it! My feet is aching now and I am going to sleep soon. I am working morning shift tomorrow and the next day too.. so i need to wake up early! Goodnight:)

And btw! I doubt i will be able to blog till sunday night cuz i will prolly be staying over at my cousin's house tmr night. Sooooo...

MERRY CHIRSTMAS IN ADVANCE, EVERYONE!

With love: Patrine

Best of luck

2011-12-23T08:25:00.002+07:00

Hello people!

I'm alll in black now. Am heading off to work with Jiayee in half an hour's time. I hope everything will be okay for the both of us. I'm having butterflies in my stomach because this is the first time i'm working without my friends around. Well, luckily, JiaYee is just a mall away from me. Yesterday, i thought i'm gonna fall sick again. I felt really tired and my nose yknow... It seems as though any moment, the flu bugs will come. Anw, i slept at around 10 yesterday and pop in two tablets of Flu Max panadol. Well, everything seems to be okay now. Am gonna bring a thick jacket because i don't wanna fall sick. It's christmas eve tmr! I shall blog more tonight if i'm not tired. Wish me luck :)

A little suprise

2011-12-21T23:27:00.003+07:00

Tomorrow...
My sist and I will be heading down to grandma house
to give mummy a little surprise!
She doesn't know we are going to the hospital with her for her appt!.

:)

Finally

2011-12-21T15:04:00.005+07:00

Hi!

I'm so happy because i am starting work on Friday with JiaYee though we'll be at different places! But... We are both working for the same brand and that is Warehouse! I hope all works well:)
(Pictures taaken a few months back and have been struck in my drafts)

A little luck

2011-12-21T10:01:00.001+07:00

I'm going to bathe in a jiffy am going out in less than an hour's time. I have lots of things i need to do today so wish me luck! I'm first meeting Jiayee for an interview so i hope everything would turn out great! ( I'm trying not to put my hopes up too high this time round)

A little love from me to you

2011-12-20T11:29:00.005+07:00

As usual, there were lots of mosquito @ my grandaunt's place!
So she light up the spiral thing and that night,
we had a pleasant night sleep:)
With love: Patrine

Wonderstruck

2011-12-20T00:52:00.004+07:00

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonder-struck,

blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

With love; Patrine

Chomp Chomp Chompbidy Chomp!

2011-12-18T23:43:00.002+07:00

HELLO! I'M BACK FROM MALAYSIA AND I HAD A BLAST!

So on friday i went Chomp Chomp Chompbidy Chomp with Aud, Jacky and Shuan! I have wanted to go there for the food since ??? And yay! I finally did. Well, so we met up at OC in the evening and waited for Shuan to end his work @ cold stone. After that, we went taking pictures @ OC supposedly for fun and then to get the 10 bucks voch! Heh.

So basically, we ate the usual stuffz @ chomp chomp. We were really full after everything and we decided to go to this small mall near chomp chomp to walk around for abit! Everyone was tired that day so we went home after a short while.

Will you miss me when I'm gone even if it is just for a day?

2011-12-17T14:09:00.009+07:00

Hihiz! I was supposed to go for the TP rawks outing today and to find Rosherna with Marie to pass her, her birthday pressie! But yes, my plans are always changing. So in the morning, i went to look at the baby pigs @ my tutor's place with daddy. Tonight, i will be going malaysia with my Uncle, Aunt and my two lil cousins! I will be staying over there till Sun! I can't wait and am gonna take lovely shots there if i have the time :)

PS. I'm going to bring my polaroid to Malaysia to take a picture of us all & to give it to my grandaunt! I'm sure she will luv it :)

A day out

2011-12-17T13:03:00.002+07:00

On thursday, i met up with Bestie at abt 3 in the afternoon for a shopping trip to town. Yes, i have been travelling to town for the past few days but! I haven't really be looking at the clothes there. Anyway, so i decided to wore my wedges out since they have been struck in my storeroom for abt four months since my birthday. So yes! I finally found them and got them out! So we first headed down to somerset, new look to look for shoes. We manage to get 10 bucks off for shoes purchase that day. But..we didn't got anything from there as the shoes there are not very comfortable. Next! We headed down to editor's market @ cineleisure to look at a pair of tall wedges which caught my eyes the other day! I have second thoughts on getting it even though , it is like the nicest thing on earth! Reasson being, it isn't very cheap and i don't wear wedges everyday. So you know, I wondered if it was really worth the price. So, we wanted to take pictures of the hunks at A&F but! The whole event thing had already ended! Oh bother! Well, far east was our next stop and bestie got a pair of shoes from there! We had dinner at Eat before heading down to Orhard ion, f21! It was then when we heard that the train service had stop! I didn't quite believe it at first because it just doesn't seems real. Anyhowz, i thought it was just an awhile's thing and that when it was time for me to head home, everything would be fine again. Well, i was wrong! Our last stop was back to Editor's market again! This time, i actually bought the pair of wedges! Anyway, i told myself never to shop for shoes and clothes ever again until i start working! So well, pray hard for me to be able to get a job by next wk! Seriously, i wanna work. Even though it is fun heading out every single day, i just wanna work and do something that will actually benefit me! Going home was a torture because bestie and i were both wearing wedges. Like god! We stand for almost the whole ride from dhobly ghaud to bishan. Worse, we were forced to use the overhead bridge to get to the other side for shuttle bus to Amk.
Well, that's about it!

MY NEW WALLET BABY!

PS. Others pictures are uploaded in my previous post!

Sparks fly whenever you're around

2011-12-16T12:34:00.003+07:00

To me, these are all awesome pictures!

I don't know why we can always take such pictures.

lmao!

I love her<3

My perfect remedy

2011-12-15T11:46:00.002+07:00

Sheer top: Wonderstellar
Cardigan: H&M, Seattle
Shorts: f21, Seattle
Shoes: Bugis

Aww

2011-12-14T12:23:00.002+07:00

I spent a solid two hours talking to sweetheart yesterday and yes, i really enjoyed talking to her. It has been so long since i last talk to her on the phone. Well, we could have gone talking for more than 2 hours but apparently i talked to loud and woke daddy up. He wasn't pleased. Oh well!

Seriously???

2011-12-13T20:46:00.003+07:00

Okay. I heard something else today. I got real pissed. Yes. I was sooo angry. Like wtf? Is this what it is or what? I need the truth. I dislike people brushing me aside and trying to then cork up some lame excuses to pacify me. And because of a lame reason that i heard and that was why i got this? What is this? & even if this is the case, i wasn't the only one. So i don't see why i am the only one. Yes. The only one. I need the truth because I know i am hundred percent capable. This is how confident i am. This is so disappointing. I have heard enough and yes, I'm going to move on. I just felt disturb and upset because i have put in my hundred for the past 3 damn days and this is what i get. Well, count myself unlucky for getting into their fucking bad books. The reason or should i say the reasons are stupid. Screw you all man!

Jeans O' jeans

2011-12-13T09:55:00.001+07:00

I love the pair of jeans that I'm wearing. My sister bought it for her Seattle trip in oct. At first, when she put it on, i thought it is just a pair of normal jeans. But then she claimed it was the nicest jeans on earth. I didn't get her. Now i do! When i put it on, i was like omgggggg! I look so nice in the jeans! hahaha *personal opinion*

Ps. My red bowler hat is spoilt. Yes, out of shape. So before i got the bowler hat, the person at bugis told me you can just throw it into the washing machine. Mom put it in a pail of water and left it to dry. Next thing i know, the hat is spoilt. Screw that person.

2011-12-12T19:45:00.003+07:00

Sooo... I just got hair done earlier on today and... i don't know if i like it or not. Well, I like it but i don't really like it. Will see how it goes as, as time goes by, my hair will become more natural in a way. I want longer hair! I missed my longggg hair!
Well, in the morning i looked like this!

In the evening when i'm back home!

Well, I can switched it back to the side if i can't still get used to it. So yeah. That's shall be all! Tell me what do you think?

A dream to remember

2011-12-11T16:18:00.003+07:00

Here's some pictures which my uncle took last weekend :)

This shall be a shortttttttttttt post because i need to bathe and get out of the house soon! Well. I spent the whole morning and afternoon today doing housework! I wash the toliet, wash clothes, mop parts of the floor and also iron daddy's clothes. It was a sense of accomplishment though. Luckily, today's weather was fantastic! I don't feel hot at all!

A penny of thought

2011-12-09T22:54:00.006+07:00

I'm going 18 next Aug. There are a million things an 18 year old can do.

When you are 18, you are considered a young adult.

When you are 18, you can donate blood to the hospital.

When you are 18, you can watch m18 movies.

When you are 18, you step into a club.

When you are 18, you can go to jail.

When you are 18, you can change your name.

When you are 18, you can sue somebody.

When you are 18, you can go on a cruise.

When you are 18, you can buy 4D.

When you are 18, you can buy insurance.

When you are 18, you can get a loan.

When you are 18, you can learn to drive.

When you are 18, you can make your owe decisions.

But i think when i'm 18, i can't do even half of the things listed. I wanna grow. I wanna be more independent. I wanna matured. I wanna learn new things.

However, i know somehow i will be restricted. :(

Hoping

2011-12-08T21:30:00.005+07:00

Yes. I know. But still?

Who wouldn't feel the tiny winy bit upset?

After all i did gave in my all.

Yes, my all.

But yet the outcome is nothing.

Yes, nothing.

ZERO.

Well, maybe luck is not on my side.

But I felt totally embarrassed.

This is the second time already.

I really hope this would be the last.

Seriously.

Thinking about it is making me feel sad.

Looking at the bright side though, i know i have no regrets.

I did my best.

Same old qizzzzzzzzz

2011-12-06T13:18:00.004+07:00

I'm feeling pretty tired now. It feels just like i haven't had a good night sleep in awhile. My nose is blocked. My eyelids are heavy and my whole body is aching. I think my flu started on Sunday. I thought it was just the same old sensitive nose thing. On Monday morning, i went to work with my friends. I felt really burned out at work. I was feeling cold and the next i was hot. So i took off my jacket and on again throughout the day. It was fun at work but it wasn't when i started feeling really tired and weak.

Well, catching a cold is kinda common to me. From young, i always had sensitive nose. Every morning, when i woke up, you can see a pile of used tissue beside me. Every morning, i have to blow my nose and I have always been afraid of the cold. I never liked walking in the rain because mom told me that i will catch a cold if i do. I never fail to bring a jacket or wind breaker out with me to shopping malls and to the movies when i was young. If i don't, the next thing you will see me do is sneeze. Tissue box has always been my bestfriend.

Well, I'm going to see the doctor in the evening. I hope i will feel alot better tomorrow. I wanna go to work. Mom's not around and there is only me to take care of myself.

Ps. I finally got to Lalang field! yay! thanks to my uncle! Shall upload more pictures soon

R.I.P

2011-12-04T14:07:00.001+07:00

I will miss you.

Never bored

2011-12-04T10:47:00.004+07:00

A week back, i went to Sweetheart's house to make birthday presents for our dear friend Jun Hao! So yeah. We went down to Northpoint first to get the stuffz we wanted. We watched Huan Zhu ge ge while doing the presents. So yay! I think we did a good job in making the marz pillow!

That's all for that day! On wednesday, i went out to meet Purple group 6 members! So we met up at city hall and headed down to Marina Square to dine at Han's. Well, that is pretty much all. After dinner, we walked around Marina Square for awhile and headed back down to Orhard. oh boy. I have been going down to orhard way too much. But then again, everyone goes down to Orhard for shopping right?

Luv her vest!

Audrey went to dye her hair that day as well.

We were all pretty tired that afternoon.

A quick group photo before the two guys leave

Aud, jy and mar went mad when they saw One direction's poster on the wall.

So i joined in the fun!

As usual, i went to took pictures with everyone!

he doesn't know how to smile into the cam!

Well, till more!

A little luck

2011-12-02T12:02:00.003+07:00

Dance partner

2011-12-02T11:53:00.002+07:00

Her name is Gekhwee and we have known each other since primary school! We came from the same Cca since Primary school but i only got to really know her when we entered Yishun Town and joined the same Cca (Chinese dance) together. Since we were 13, we went to school together. Now, though we are busy with each of our things, we still try to find time to go out with each other. I love her!

Tp rawks day 3

2011-11-30T09:51:00.005+07:00

Okay. It has been a week since the tp rawks camp so lemme recall what i did on day 3. Oh yes! When we got into the hall, Shaun told us that our PLs hve changed. Then he said something like the PLs don't want our group already then all of us became dejected. So in the morning we went to the school of..... i forgot. What i remember was that we had plenty of time after that and so our new pls took us to the school of engineering and introduced us nice drinks. heh. After that, we went to a childcare centre in tp? We were given information and details on child phy and stuffz. It is so cool and my friends were kinda interested in the course. They also added that this is the only course in sg!

We had buffet for lunch!

His name is Jacky and he luvluvluv Pikachu!

We also got to learn about this only course that is found in sg - retail management.

GLAMISH PURPLE!

And then it was soon evening! The atmosphere in the indoor sports hall was damn awesome!

Tada! Our new PL Eliot!

Her fave qoute: 'DA JIA HAO!'

After our dinner, we were taken back down to the sports hall to PARTY! Enough said we move, groove, sway, shake and jump to the music. It was damn fun and damn awesome!

Like a w e s o m e! And of cause, i perspired like nobody's business too. There was was no air con in the sports hall.

After the camp has ended, we went down to this CPF building to hang out for awhile before heading back home! And of cuz, me being me, i went taking pictures with every PLs in glamish purple!

BANGGU BAG GANG!

Well, that's all for tp rawks camp! I had a blast with my friends and as well as the people there. It made me realised like 'hey! Tp is actually not bad lehhhhhh!' So yes. Before the camp, i have always wanted to go Sp and maybe maybe Np. But now...... it isTp or Sp and maybe maybe maybe Np. hahaha! That's alll!

Lazy lazy

2011-11-29T23:01:00.001+07:00

Damn tired. Need to sleeep but I'm too lazy to dry my hair.

Eat

2011-11-29T20:01:00.005+07:00

I frigging lose 2 kg in 1 week. No kidding. I think this is too much. How can i possibly lose so much right? I started to realise my high waist shorts were kinda loosed for me yesterday. Today, i wanted to wear a brown high waist skirt out but my sister said i looked like country pumpkin girl because it is just too loose. When i went grandma house to visit my mom this morning, my mom asked me whether i have been eating. :O In the end i checked my weight and proooooof! 2 kg lost! 2kg for me is alot okay. Well, i know i haven't been eating well lately. I didn't have the appetite to eat for the past few days. But! I have been eating every single meal.

CONCLUSION??

I NEED TO E A T LIKE ALOT NOW.

I wanna gain some fats.

PS. Shall blog abt tp rawks day 3 tmr.

Tp rawks day 2

2011-11-28T09:13:00.003+07:00

Everybody was sleeping except for me! And that was because i was toooooo excited for the tp rawks camp! LOL

Tada! 4 of my group members! They are all so lovely!

Kok jin's face LMAO

On day2, we went to engineering school. We all got to learn how the airport is function and also how to fly a plane!

This is where we participated in sports games. It was tiring butt..... damn fun! It has been so long since i last participate in this kinda of games. yay!

That's pretty much what i took that day. After the sports games, we headed down to bedok reservoir which was situated next to tp for dragon boat activity. At first i thought we were never gonna be able to go down to reservoir because it was drizzling when the people briefing us on some safety precautions. I was like 'oh no! i think we cannot go down liao leh!' ( sad face) But then the rain suddenly stops! So Yippie! Got to try out what is like to dragon boat. I got all wet and it was pretty disastrous. I was wet and sweaty at the same time from head to toe. When the dragon boat activity has ended, we headed back to the indoor sports hall for Hip hop dance practice and mass dance practice! :D

That pretty much ends everyth!

Tp rawks day 1

2011-11-27T14:04:00.005+07:00

So for the first day of tp rawks, i went down early to meet aud, jiayee and marie before rushing to flag a cab to woodlands to catch the last bus to TP at 8:15am. Well, before the camp, i really have mixed feelings. That was because i have never in my life consider TP as one of the polys i wanted to go though i hear many say that TP is really a fun school to be in. Don't ask me why i have never consider. I just never. lol. When we went into Tp, the people there started cheering and welcoming us! Awww! Day 1 was pretty fun though. We were in Glamish purple group 6! We had ice breaking games and all. Celebrities from channel 5 came down to tp too for a short interview. woo! It seems as though many people were crazy over this guy celebrity. (I forgot what's his name)

Two of our PL!

We had BK for lunch that day.

They call us the Baggu bag gang! lol

We went to design school that afternoon to learn more about the courses. It was cool learning about the courses there as i have never rly know what students from designing schools do.

We call him Niki! He is a nice guy!

Tada! The celebrities in action!

After that we got to learn the traditional TP mass dance. It was super duper cool! haha. had an awesome time running and dancing around with my partner and my friends.

After the whole activities ended, i rushed back home with my friends to get my retainers. Oh boy! I left them at the hospital on Sunday night.

All in all, I had a fantastic time with my girls, the pls and my group members. The pls were great, nice and all. My group members were pretty shy and quiet for the first day though. Nevertheless, i anticipated for the second day of tp rawks then! Because i knew it would be twice more awesome then it is in day 1!

A day to remember

2011-11-26T23:13:00.002+07:00

Well, i am supposed to blog about my 3 days camp in tp but i know if i were to blog now... i will never be able to sleep anytime soon.
So i shall blog tmr if i can! My cousin asked me and my sist out to WWW tmr and also to okto exhibtion. However, i can't because i need to do up all the housework and also i need to go tp to visit my mom. I haven't seen her since sunday.

Another day

2011-11-26T08:03:00.002+07:00

I was supposed to go jogging with my dear old sissy today but she now has blisters because she wore her wedges to town ytd. Oh well! Now that i am up and about, why not blog right? I shall blog about the tprawks tonight though. I'm meeting Huishi later on in the morning. Yesterday there were major changed of plans. But at the end of the day, i didn't get any job and i didn't went for any interview. Life is soooo sad. :( Anw. i won't give up!

Till then!

Hi people

2011-11-25T10:14:00.005+07:00

I was supposed to meet up with my cousin for a job interview but when i called, they say that they have already hired someone. This is so saddening. I really hope i can find a good job soon though. I wanna earn money! I don't wanna spent my day out with friends, family and at home fooling around every single day ( though it is fun lah). I want to go out there and work. I wanna have something which i need to do everyday ( apart from housework) Wish me luck!

This is me on a boring friday morning

Pictures taken by Marie!

The only good thing about my retainer is that it is being customized by me! I get to choose which design i want!

Tp rawks

2011-11-24T22:48:00.002+07:00

I just got home this morning after the camp last night. Headed out with marie for facial! Anw, i will be out tmr and prolly i will update this dead space tmr night :)

Up and above

2011-11-20T10:15:00.001+07:00

I'm going for the TPrawk camp tmr! Won't be back at home till wed night! I hope it will be fun!

Aw

2011-11-20T09:48:00.003+07:00

This is Vivien and i have been the same class with her since Secondary 1! She is always so funny and has cute and bubbly personality. <3

Will be

2011-11-19T22:39:00.003+07:00

Maybe i have got it all wrong.

Well, maybe.

But it is better this way.

It saves me from drama and helps to keep me away from that misery.

Hang on

2011-11-19T09:07:00.001+07:00

She is in the hospital now.

She will be alright soon.

Everything will be all on me.

I will hang on.

It will just be a month or two.

Everything will be just like the same again.

Take cover

2011-11-19T08:48:00.002+07:00

I know where I'm at and my stand is clear now.

This time, I'm gonna stand firm.

A day out in the Sun

2011-11-17T09:51:00.002+07:00

As you know, i went Sentosa a few days back with my friends. It was supposed to be a pleasant outing but it started out not right because of..... me. I overslept! This is the first and it will be the last. Next time, i'm gonna make sure i ask my mom to call me up and also to put at least 2 alarms. It was terrible. My house phone was not working that day. I left my hand phone back in the study room in 'switch off' mood. So nobody could have possibly wake me up unless my sister. (It is also impossible because she was still sleeping beside me) Anw, i instinctively woke up at 9:07am and i was shocked. I immediately got up, ran to my study room, switched on my phone and called Hui shi. At that time, i was thinking that everyone would have been there at khatib mrt. But no, it shocked me when Hui shi and zhe hao were actually at the cc waiting for me and Raynor and Jun Hao were outside my house. I freaked out. I grabbed my keys and immediately opened the door. Woah. Everything was a blur. I panicked. Luckily, i packed my stuffz the night before. I grabbed my clothes, ran into the bathroom and did my things hastily. I was angry with myself. I left the house at ard 9:25am with the two guys. We walked briskly to meet the rest at Khatib mrt. I was feeling kinda depressed and bad. I pictured the worst case scenarios where everybody would be giving sarcastic comments and all. Luckily, all were cool with it at the end of the day lah. So i was relieved.

Anyway, we finally reached Sentosa. Some went to buy food while others when to book a spot at the Palawan beach. Surprisingly, the beach was almost empty when we got there. I mean it was the first day of freedom for all the O levels students and we thought there would be tons of people heading down to the beach. We played ard the beach, did the usual stuffz and took pictures tgt. I bought my camera out that day and i realised that my gooooooood old sistaa took the memory card out again without putting the card back in to the camera. In the end, i could only take about 34 pictures? The rest of the pictures were taken using HuiShi's camera. Luckily, she bought her's out.

Proudly built by Ryan and Me! And after that destroyed by Ryan, himself, just to built his 'spa'. *shake head*

His SPA

This is call shit

LOOK CAREFULLY

Creation of HAMZAH'S!

Then some of us went up to grab some chips and bread to ease our grumbling stomach. Hui shi and i went to explore abit.

Yes i know. I suck at running up the stairs

I was going to do a mermaid post but i know... (FAIL)

WAHHHHHHHHHHHH! I love this shot and it is taken by me! But Huishi had to say her nose is too red in the picture. *shake head*

I tried to imitate her but i think her picture is still da best

Two group photos!

After bathing and getting into our dry clothes, the rest accompanied me down to Novena to get my retainers.

<3!

We dine and lunched at Popeye's too. I ordered kids meal because i thought everyone was tired and all wanted to go home after that. Mom did cooked that day. However, after eating, everyone seemed to be energetic again. So we decided to went down to Yishun Safra Club to play bowling and pool! That is all about it. As usual, i went home with Hui shi and Zhe Hao after that :)

Ps. I got abit of sunburn!

Last post

2011-11-16T22:35:00.001+07:00

Think I'm better. Feeling much better.

Please be alright

2011-11-16T20:46:00.004+07:00

I'm worried for my Guinea pig at home. He doesn't eat hay as much as he used to. Or should i say he just nibble away a few strands or less and leaves the rest untouched. He has grown skinnier and skinnier as compared to the first time i held him. He doesn't drink as much water as before and doesn't like eating carrots anymore. I am afraid. Something is wrong, i know. But what is it? He is supposed to eat hay. His diet should mainly be hay. But now, he is just eating his pellets. Pellets are like meat to Guinea pigs. Maybe he likes to eat "meat" more but he used to finish the ball of hay i gave him everyday. I fear for the worst. I'm gonna go to the pet lovers' centre tomorrow to ask the vet. I'm praying that it isn't gonna be anything bad.

xoxo

2011-11-16T09:51:00.002+07:00

On a side note!

I'm gonna be meeting Vivien later for shopping. I think she would be able to make me laugh a

lot later on. haha. I went Sentosa with my friends yesterday. I shall blog about it later at night if i have the time :)

GET OVER IT

2011-11-16T09:06:00.006+07:00

I was already in bed at 12am last night. I couldn't sleep. Many things suffocated my thoughts. Or maybe it was just the one thing that was bothering me. I was feeling rather low. I wanted to stop thinking and forced my mind blank. But i couldn't. I spent a solid 2 hours, thinking about it and couldn't find my way to dream land. In the end, i gave up. I switched on both of my phones and started blogging about it. Nah, I'm not gonna post it up.

I just feel confuse and clueless on what to do? What is the best and right thing to do? Just go on like that? I can't just go on without feeling bothered and mentally exhausted. It is just so fake every time I have to smile and just go on with the flow. I dread this. It was not supposed to be like this. I can guess what the outcome would be if this carries on. So right now, the things that i could do is to get used to it, fuck the thing out of my life or just be an old, stubborn bitch- refusing to believe all the negative possibilities. What I'm certain is that it isn't as simple as it is and if things turn out the way i have predicted. I will leave. I will fucking leave. I won't let myself tangle and suffocate in this stupid situation.

You knew i didn't like this. It would be plain fake, weird and awkward. If you were in my shoes, you too, knew you wouldn't like it. No one in the right mind would feel nothing. You would also feel plain fake, weird and awkward. But you were just so insensitive. It was too much. Then again, i couldn't do anything.

All I wanted in life is:

-To live my life to the fullest each day

- To be Happy.

I hope i can be happy soon.

Go with the flow

2011-11-15T21:40:00.007+07:00

I do not like wearing my retainers. I feel so constraint! I can't talk properly or swallow my saliva properly. I think from the way that i talked with my retainers on, i sound damn irritating. Ah! I think putting on retainers is much worse than putting on braces. You still can talk and do things normally except for maybe problems eating? ( For me, it wasn't that of a problem because i will still eat. lol) For retainers, you have to remember to put them on at all times, you have to take it out whenever you are eating and also you can't talk properly. It sucks.

Ps. I hope i am not the one. Cause if it is... i will be... Screw you.

Not the last

2011-11-13T15:20:00.002+07:00

I think i won't be able to blog till next thursday or so. Tomorrow will be my last O level paper. Actually, i don't feel anything at all because i'm already in the holiday mood. I need to find a job by the end of November. Anyone knows of any? Let me know okay!

I had a little dream

2011-11-13T11:49:00.005+07:00

I was a little girl alone in my little world

who dreamed of a little home for me.

I played pretend between the trees,

and fed my houseguests bark and leaves,

and laughed in my pretty bed of green.

I had a dream

That I could fly from the highest tree.
That I could fly from the highest swing.
That I could fly to Heaven and back down to Earth again freely.
I had a dream.

New

2011-11-12T13:03:00.002+07:00

Anyway, i changed my layout! How do you find it? I personally feel that something is missing. I think there will be more changes yep.

To be continued..

Cute video! Check it out!

And ohhhhh! Mermaids from the pirates of the carribean. I was enchanted by them!

In time

2011-11-11T16:23:00.004+07:00

I catched In time with Hui Shi and Vivien on wednesday! The movie is Awesome and the storyline is really original. I'm amazed by how the actors and actresses can act so natural in such a unrealistic world where time is consider money. You guys should watch it if you haven't!

I didn't know she was Amanda seyfried! Omg! She was really beautiful in the movie and in real life. I love her eyes!

After the movie, we went down to Novena to get my braces off!

Oh! And i felt really bad that day. I told Huishi that to wear heels that day but i last mintue couldn't find mine. In the end, she had to walk and shop the whole day in her heels. It was painful:( I'm sooo sorry!

If you haven't watch the video, it is here!

And there! They told me take a picture before i go

( I think i look hiedous in those pictures that she took)

Process(edited)

2011-11-10T11:20:00.002+07:00

Thanks to VIVIEN HO for helping me take the video throughout the process:)

BRAND NEW BABY

2011-11-09T21:06:00.004+07:00

I HAVE REMOVE MY BRACES AND IT IS WEIRD.

There is some kind of numbness in my gums and when i eat, i tend to bite at the back of my teeth when i can do it with my front. lol. It takes time to get used to it. Anyway.... I'M GONNNA TAKE GOOOOOOOOD CARE OF MY TEETH AND KEEP IT NICE, CLEAN AND WHITE.

So before putting on my braces, i looked like this!

And then when i have my braces on...

And then ME with my new set of teeth!

I think i look weird and i am still trying to get used to how i look. haha

Finally

2011-11-08T21:12:00.002+07:00

I AM REMOVING MY BRACES TOMORROW AFTERNOON.

YAY!

Yours sincerely

2011-11-08T09:42:00.004+07:00

Here i am now sitting in front of my computer and eating my late breakfast. I'm heading out to meet my mom later. I need to fix my complexion badly. *shakehead*
I did a center parting with my hair on sunday! I'm still trying to get used to it. what do you think? Does it looked weird?

Babies

2011-11-07T15:03:00.002+07:00

My dad's friend came down yesterday to pass us these guinea pigs! Aren't they adorable? I'm gonna miss them when they are gone next week.

XXX

2011-11-06T23:22:00.000+07:00

Summary of my secondary sch life

2011-11-06T09:01:00.003+07:00

Well, major exams are officially over and i thought it would be good to reflect on my last five years in Yishun Town. This is gonna be a long and lengthy post.

Well, i enjoyed my sec 1 life even though there were ups and downs. I remember how i spent my time in school with the Threesome. Heh. It is kind of weird writing the 'threesome' out. Anyway, i had great times with them. I was rebellious and reckless back then. I tend to let my emotions take control of me. I did things which are stupid and regretted. I'm like wtf now! How did i even muster the courage back then?

(idk who took this pict and edited it like this)

I didn't study and i spent every single day after school hanging out. Sometimes i wonder what are actually the things we did when hanging out. It seems boliao to me now as i slack after school everyday. lol. However,i do miss those carefree days when i didn't have to worry about my studies and everyth. Going to school everyday was just for the sake of socialising. My grades wasn't fantastic. Well, not until i reach the end of year examinations. I remember putting in the effort to study and i got a A2 for my geog! That was something i was really proud of. I still remember how Madeline gave me a thumbs up! Even if it is just a little achievement to most of you, i was still proud of myself. Anyway, due to some things, we broke up. I remember how sad i was back then. I was confused and i just went with the flow absentmindedly. Anyhowz, they were once my greatest friends and i never regretted spending my time with them:)

Superbs came about in late secondary one. I had an awesome time with them. We spent almost everyday at Audrey's place from slacking to hanging out then to gossipsing and to pillow fights! I remember how mariah would come after her afternoon studies to find us. I always call her papaya and to be honest, i don't remember why i call her that. She was like a big sister to me:)

Sometimes we would hang out with the boys in our class after school. I remember all those times we used to play catching under blocks and playgrounds. It was fun. We would play basketball together as well. I used to like playing basketball but now.. I don't play anymore.

As usual, there were problems with my group of girls. Thinking back about it, i think it was kinda lame. We could have told one another our differences and then solve it for once and for all. But it isn't suprising since we were still 14 at that point of time.
I started attending math tuition when i was in sec2. I wanted to get into the better class in sec3 and also to do amaths. Well, i don't why and i'm not bragging ok. My maths started to impove. I don't know how it happen but i got the hang of maths. To be honest, i enjoyed doing algebra sums. I work hard and got into 3n2. And this was when STMCs came about. It was my same group of friends except one left and two other came.

Sec3 was a blur. I had amaths almost everyday after school. All my friends didn't took up the subj so they went home early most of the time or they hang out. I was busy with dance and school and didn't have the time for anyth else. Soon we drifted apart during the first half but then we became closer during the other half. There were 7 of us in all and we tried to make time for one another.

Secondary four was a blur too. I was busy with Season concert. All my dancemates were taking the o levels except for me. I was really sad and couldn't bear for them to leave. I even made a video for them on the last day of our performance. Everyone has to move on with their lives.

I mugged hard for my n levels and looked for teachers whenever i had doubts. I didn't want to get a set of lousy grades back for myself and my parents. I never want to go back to the day when i was in p6 collecting back my psle results. I don't want to regret. So i studied hard and i got a emb3 of 9 points :) you can't imagine how happy my mom was. I never dream that i would be able to go on stage during speech day like all my other seniors to collect their awards. When i got the chance to go up on stage, i was happy. I was damn proud of myself because i seldom got the chance to go up on stage to receive an award and not forgetting it was because of my n level grades.

Going back to sec 5 was a bore. I always blame myself for not studying hard enough during p6. Anyway, going back to dance was the worst. It wasn't because of my juniors. They were nice and all but it was just plain awkward. It wasn't the same. I'm not a person who can socialise well. I usually stick with my own group of friends. I think some people might have this mentality that i am unfriendly or cold. Well, i'm not. It is just that i don't usually take the first step to make friends with someone new. Anyway, my dance mates came back to visit me and the dance juniors. I was really touched because some came back once in awhile while some came back almost every week. (Emalia :)) I never felt lonely because i know my friends are there and they cared about me.

I wanted my sec 5 life to end quickly. I wanted to move on in life. Time seemed to fly really fast because now, i have officially graduated and have just finished my Major papers for O levels. I hope i can get a good set of results. I wanna get into a good course in sp maybe! Soooooo.. *cross fingers*

That's all. Nevertheless, i enjoyed my secondary school life! Looking back now, i think i have mature and grow lah. hahaha. I don't do things hastily as before. I would always think before i do anything.

What i wanna do before 2011 ends is to:
1) Find a part time job.
2) Attend the last make-up lesson which i missed
3) Maybe take up dancing lessons
4) Go USS with my awesome friends
5) Keep in touch daily and go out with my friends every now and then
6) Save enough money to go for a Bangkok or hongkong shopping trip
7) Learn swimming
8) Learn how to sew using a sewing machine
9) Explore new places
10) Upload more videos
11) Go for the chinatown flea in nov/dec
12) Learn to play pool from Weishin
13) Bake
14) Pack my table

Ps. I think this would be the last time i'm tagging school in my blog.

Goodnight

2011-11-05T21:13:00.002+07:00

Went out with Audrey, Jia yee and marie today for shopppppinggggggggggggggggggggg! The feeling was awesome because i haven't been going out shopping for the longest time.

I will be free

2011-11-04T13:45:00.006+07:00

Am on my way to dover to accompany sister to her hospital appointment. And then we will be heading to cold storage to get ingredients for su shi! In the morning, I was trying to upload a video that has been rotting in my folder! I don't know is it because of you tube or is it because of my video. I can't seem to be able to upload it. Oh well! Shall try it again tonight. I have all the time in the world. :)

updated:
I just realised that actually the video is uploaded. Haha. You can go to my youtube page to check it out first. I will only post the video when i reach home! ~~My username: patrinepatrineeee (i know my username sounds weird)~~

Ps. I saw audrey's comment on the video!

Soon

2011-11-02T17:36:00.004+07:00

It gonnnnna be friday soon and i can't wait! AHHHHHHHHH! I can feel it! After long hours of spenting at the Cc, in school and at home. I'm finallllllly going to be freee! Well! Not FREEEE lah. There would still be a paper on 14nov but it's okay! It is just mcq I will study a day before it.

And!!!! I'm gonnnnnnna remove my braces on next Tuesday! I have been going around telling my friends again and again. I think they would have found it irritating but i don't care!
Spreading my excitement around! hahahhhahah
Till friday! Tata!

With love, Patrine

Never anymore

2011-10-29T21:24:00.010+07:00

I'm scare. Really scare. I hope i will be able to get through next week. It is gonna be tough judging by my hectic schedule.

And don't include me in. Am sicked of it. Gonna put a stop to this ~~shit~~. Not letting it get to me anymore.

I can do this

2011-10-27T09:53:00.003+07:00

Wapiang! Today's paper is emaths and why oh why must i have flu today? Apart from all the subjects, emaths is my best subj. :( i really hope i won.t feel sleepy and uncomfortable later. No, i will not. I will force myself to stay awake, force myself to carry on the paper for that two hours. I need to and will get an A1 for this subj. Last year, when i've got the chance to take this paper during o levels, i didn't cherish it. At the end of the day, i got back a b3. I'm determine to get a higher grade this time. Nothing's gonna stop me.

The start

2011-10-20T17:32:00.003+07:00

I am finally back home this early. Usually, i would be at the Cc- studying. Anyway, i have clear off my Combined Science practical! You can't imagine how stress the atmosphere was back in the laboratory. WOAH. I literally thought that i wasn't gonna be able to complete my paper. Nevertheless, I tried concentrating and i read the instructions over and over again. I really had a hard time inside. but...... on the side note i think i did okay? Well, at least i thought i did lah. It wasn't as bad as i thought though. Anyway, the paper is well goneeeeeeeeeeeeee! Phew!

My last official day wearing the school uniform!

Yiss from 2007 to 2011

2011-10-15T20:43:00.004+07:00

My Official Last Day Of School from patrine on Vimeo.

Yesterday officially marks the end of my secondary school life. Geez, the performance was heartwarming! The food was good! STMCS and i bought roses for our teachers! I had an awesome time with everyone! I'm pretty sure I'm gonnna miss the School more when I finished my O levels. It is scary to step out of my protected zone in school and into poly i guess. Well, everyone has to grow up. A few more days to O levels! I can do this. I need all the luck i can get.

Till the sun goes down

2011-10-12T17:36:00.003+07:00

Couldn't sleep. It was a blur. Woke up twice. Felt totally out of the place. Vomited in the morning and twice in school. Didn't eat that day. What a miracle. Thank god I'm all better now. I feel ugly. 2 days to graduation. 9 days to O level practical. I am still surviving. I can do this.

Don't deem it as what you think

2011-10-04T17:40:00.004+07:00

Feeling a bit down now but no, this isn't going to be an emo post. Well, i took this time to blog. I was supposed to be in school now, revising for my Emaths. However, i came home instead. Well, luckily i finished my Emaths p2 earlier on before i went home. So anyway, I have been pretty busy as usual. I spent less than 12 hours at home every weekday. I have been staying in the community club every saturday from dawn to dusk. The only day i stay completely at home is a Sunday. That's what i literally do for the past 2 weeks and I'm still going on strong. So wish me luck guys! That I will get through this month and the next :)
There are so shots i taken over the weeks and the months. Tell me what you think :>

That's all! XOXO

Break it or make it

2011-09-19T15:45:00.004+07:00

Got back some of results for prelims. Didn't do well at all :( I didn't passed my english ( badly wanted to)and didn't expected my chemistry grade to be like that. Looking at the bright side, i still manage to get a b3 for Amaths! I was surprised! Physics was ok i guess. There were a few mistakes when the teacher was marking my paper. So i should be able to get an a2! That's all. Overall, i'm disappointed with my English and Chemistry results and am gonna work hard like mad for this last lap.

So i'm won't be spending time on the computer blogging till Nov 14( when i finished my O level and have taken out my braces) Till then, i'm officially dating my books 24/7. ~~Break it~~ or make it.

On Saturday. i received a call from my aunt who asked if i would want to go Uss with her and her best friend. Ok, i haven't been to uss before so i said YES instantly. Anyway, turn out my grandmother and my aunt's best friend's mother and sister were going as well. Oh well! It all seems weird but everyone there were pretty nice to me. So i did had an awesome time at the USS. Played almost all of the rides with my Aunt while the rest wandered around a bit.

Didn't have the chance to take zillions of pictures because we were all so into the rides and to take the rides, our bags must be placed inside a locker. Here are only some of the pictures which i have taken. The rest will be posted up soon.

You are the colours of my life

2011-09-17T10:23:00.001+07:00

I don't mind your odd behavior, it's the very thing I savor
If they ask me what's my favorite color, you would be my favorite. :)